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[Aug. 13th, 2005|02:56 pm] |
So crazy work day # 1 is complete and I'm half way through crazy work day # 2!!!
I got my hostessing shift cover so I get to go to the tele-a-thon tomorrow evening.
I also called the hair place to make my appointment and they are all booked this week SO I had to make it for next Tuesday! Thats the day before I start school and I'm pretty sure I work that night. I'm not liking this at all! I usually like to play around with my hair for a few days. You know try new things and what not. I usually go through a phase where I don't like my hair and then I like it. I'm werid!
The last couple of nights I have been having werid dreams about me moving out. I told my mom and she said that I'm stressing about too many little things and that I need to stop! haha So hopefully I won't have one tonight, they're werid!
I just want to be moved in already so I have a little less stress and a little more sleep. |
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[Aug. 12th, 2005|12:37 am] |
I'm home from San Diego!!!
I had a fun time. Monday when I got to my aunt and uncle's house I took a nap for 2 hours bc I was SO tired! Later I went with my cousin Sabreena to run some errands and we went to Point Loma where they have this lighthouse and a great view of the city.
Tuesday we went to Irvine bc she had to meet up with some old room mates. We went to UCI and she took us to her old lab where she did all of her biology stuff. We got to see frozen sharks! It was cool. We had lunch there and then headed to a scenic drive by the beach.When we got home we went to a see "Must love dogs". That movie was really funny. I enjoyed it.
Wednesday my cousin was leaving for Swenden so we dropped her off at the airport and then my aunt took me to the San Deigo Zoo. We spent the entire day there and had a lot of fun looking at all the werid animals amd going to the shows.
Today I left San Diego at about 10:30 and got here at about 11:30. Then after relaxing for a bit I had to head off to work...uhh!
I hadn't worked for 3 days and it felt like forever! Today Bethany, one of my bosses, was driving me crazy. She kept coming up to the front wanting to seat everyone and making me feel like I didn't know how to do my job! I know that she just came back from her 3 month manager training session but ease off on the power trip!
Whatev!!!
Anyways I move a week from today and I am totally feeling the stress! I still have so many little things to get and not that much time to go out and do all the shopping. My schedule is for the next week is as folllows:
Friday: Book keeping at work starting at 10am and then I host at night! So I'll pretty much be at Cattlemens all day tomorrow.
Saturday: Is pretty much the same as above.
Sunday: It's supposed to be the same as the other two days but I need to switch my shift so I can book keep in the morning and then go do this tele-a-thon for DZ in the evening.
Monday: Shopping during the day and hopefully working in the evening (bc hopefully my shift will have changed)
Tuesday: Shopping still, probably. Packing? Working? I don't know if I work or not yet.
Wednesday: Packing? I am SO going to get my hair done no matter what!!! Working?
Thursday: MOVING DAY!!!
So I'll update on how the following week goes hopefully everything will fall into place and not drive me crazy!!! |
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[Aug. 7th, 2005|11:23 pm] |
So its almost 11:30 and I leave tomorrow morning for San Diego!!! But I still have to pack and I am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO tired! I worked all day today and my back hurts.
I am excited though. Since i haven't gone anywhere hopefully this will be a nice highlight to my other wise bland summer! (I hope I'm not putting to much pressure on this trip lol)
I know I get to wear my swim suit my aunt told my mom that i couldn't forget it!
Well I guess I shouldn't waste any more time, packing awaits me as well as a shower and as soon as that is done I can sleep only to be awaked in what feels like 2 minutes! I have so much to look forward to haha.
Yay for San Diego!!! |
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[Jul. 31st, 2005|04:15 pm] |
Summer is almost over and I haven't done ANYTHING!!!
So I have about 3 days off next week and want to go somewhere but I don't know where or who would possibly go with me...
I have a week to think about it!
Hopefully somewhere I can wear my bathing suit since I haven't put that on all summer either!
My summer sounds so pathetic! |
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[Jul. 13th, 2005|11:07 am] |
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| | Play- David Banner | ] | Well in my last entire I just wrote down a bunch of stuff and then later I realized no one else knew what I was talking about haha. Well I figured out what I knew all along so no one has to worry.
Its so werid how your problems seem so big until something else happens to put everything into perspective. It's just been making me think...
On another note it kinda feels like the summer is almost over and I haven't done anything! The day before yesterday I went to Sj to help a friend go shopping for some last minute things before her trip to New York. I was so jealous. And Alyssa went to Alaska, Neha is going to Chicago and Brenda goes to Santa Marie (or something like that) every other weekend. The highlight of my summer has been going to the Fair last weekend haha. I still have to go to the beach. I haven't put my bathing suit on all summer.
Enough complaining I have to go get ready for work...YAY!!! haha |
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| Sleep deprived thoughts |
[Jul. 8th, 2005|02:21 am] |
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| | Rascal Flatts- These Days | ] | It's 2:20 in the morning and I'm still awake.......
I have to wake up at 8:30 today...
Being up late gives you time to think about things...
- I still can't get over it - Do I want it - Can I get over the flaws - Is it even going to work - Am i holding on to nothing
Part of me knows the answers to these questions but it's nicer to keep the real answers far away
Well goodnight...
Today will be another day of wondering... |
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| Ramdoness |
[Jun. 23rd, 2005|07:23 pm] |
Just a few things...
- Jury duty isn't actually that bad
- I miss Aly
- I feel like I haven't worked in FOREVER (really it's only been 4 days)
- I love driving and singing along with the radio
- (To go along with the one above) I love when there are good songs on the radio
- I can't believe that I'm actually moving to San Jose in the fall
- I hate how I start to feel like blah when I'm bored, like I am right now
- I better get a phone call today BUT I probabaly won't
Just felt like sharing some ramdoness.......
Oh I just wanted to say that I have no idea what to give Jen for her birthday...but I kinda know what direction I want to go in if that makes any sense |
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| Jury day #2 |
[Jun. 21st, 2005|05:59 pm] |
Had to go to jury duty again today.
Got there at 8:30, again i was a half hour early, but today the bulidng I had to go to was open!
After being there all day today AGAIN the court had there 12 juryers FINALLY picked at 4:15 and court ends at 4:30 BUT now they needed two alternates. They only had about 9 people to pick from. The clerk called up two juryers and after questioning they dismissed one. THEN I was called. They questioned me and then they decided they liked the two alternates. The judge then dismissed the other 8 people to go home.
So after being there all day I get picked as an alternate. I was SO close to being free.
So now I hace to go back for an estimated 5 days, it could be shorter or longer!!!
This sucks! |
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| JURY DUTY IS HELL!!! |
[Jun. 20th, 2005|09:32 pm] |
Had to go to jury duty today.
Got to Oakland at at 7:30 the building didn't open until 8 so I stood outside for half and hour.
Got into the waiting room, was told that the first group would be called at 9, it was really called at 9:30.
I, of course, was in the third and final group.
(All of the other groups when called were told what floor to go to and left right away.) My group was called at 10:30 but was told that they didn't know where we were going go until 11:30, so I sat around for an hour. Then at 11:30 we were told that we had to go to the buliding arcoss the street but they didn't need us until 1:30. So I sat around for another 2 hours.
Went to the other buliding at 1:30 and after being there until 4:30, aka all day, I have to come back tomorrow bc they didn't have enough time to choose the jury!!!
So tomorrow I will drive back to Oakland so I can be there at 9 bright and early!
JURY DUTY SUCKS ASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| San Jose fun. |
[Jun. 8th, 2005|06:29 pm] |
Well I have been trying to keep myself entertained. Yesterday Neha and I went to Borders and Micheals and I got some things to occupy my time. I bought three books, some yarn for knitting and some other crafts. Later on that night I went to SJ to hang out with Megan and the other girls. We were supposed to go to a baseball game but we decided not to and went to the Cheesecake Factory for dessert. Megan, Erica and I were bumping Brandy's "Sitting on top of the world" haha Erica was singing the words she remembered. The dessert was really good and overall it was fun talking about ramdon things that Erica would bring up. When we got back home we went to 7-11 and made special sluprees. We took fun pictures and were having fun sitting in the puppy's truck. Mine tasted the best but none of us ended up being drunk or as drunk as we wanted to. We ended up going inside and hanging out. I finally got to chat with my lover Janelle when she got home from work. Even though we kept getting interupted with ramdon questions haha. We are now caught up on our oh so hectic lives haha. Since we hardly drank I ended up going home and reading one of the new books I got.
Today I went and got a haircut. The lady cut it shorter than i wanted but i still like it. Now I really want to highlight it. I went with Alyssa the other night when Rechelle highlighted her hair and it looks so good. But I can't decided what colors I want.
So the rest of the weekend i will be working. How excititng! |
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| Summer Time |
[May. 26th, 2005|01:17 pm] |
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| Anyone Hungry? |
[Apr. 15th, 2005|11:38 am] |
Just chilling is the best...
Last night I got off work and I was supposed to hang out with Catherine but when I called her we decided that nothing was going on in SJ so we made a rain check to hang out some other time. I was kinda glad bc I didn't really want to drive all the way down there and I hadn't stayed at my house on a Thrusday night in a while. I hadn't been able to sleep in and watch TV when I woke up. So I was kinda excited. But I still wanted to hang out with someone bc I was bored and not tired enough to go to bed. So I called Tomas and we decided to go to Blockbuster to pick up a movie. When he came to pick me up he told me we could go pick up the movie but he hadn't asked mom and dad if we could come over to watch it yet...so we decided not to get the movie but to get me food instead. So we go through the McDonalds drive through for the first time that night. The line was hella long but we spent our time talking to Alyssa on the phone and Tomas decided to show me a trick...he stuck a quarter up his nose only to complian about how his nose felt werid for the rest of the night. It was hiliarious!!! Then we picked up Alyssa and Tomas decides he wants cookies so we go to Burger King but they don't have cookies so back to McDonalds we go for the second time. The line was kinda long but we entertained ourselves. We were all hungry again so with the cookies we asked for 2 apple pies, fries and iced tea. When we got our food and drove away from the drive through window we saw that the lady had only given us the iced tea and the apple pies...we didn't even get the cookies that we came for. So we went back through the drive through for the third time that night. We eat parked in Tomas' car in front of Hollywood video. It was fun. After we eat we all went home. Haha. It was the best. |
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| Undate on the break. |
[Apr. 4th, 2005|10:51 pm] |
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| | My Ipod baby!!! | ] | Well I haven't updated since I came home................
Spring Break was great. Sunday night, really Monday morning, we left for Mexico. It was a 15 hour ride. I was so tired on the bus ride there and everyone else wanted to party it up...mmmmm NO! We left at one in the morning and got there at three in the afternoon! Got there ate, settled in and then got ready to go out. If I didn't mention already that day was my birthday and we had hella fun. Every night they had a themed party and that night it was the "Red, yellow, green light" party. You had to wear any of those colors. I wore green baby! The next day we layed out on the beach and were lazy. Most of the day time was spent just chilin. It was really relaxing. That night it was the Mardi Gra themed party so again we all got dolled up and off to the clubs we went. That night ended early for me. Thats what happens when you start drinking early. Haha. The third night was the costume party. It was hella fun getting all dressed up and going out. Looking back at the pics now I don't know how we all ran around Mexico like that... We all wished that Wednesday night was our last night...Thursday nobody wanted to do anything. It was really windy outside. It was like it was a sand storm. So we spent the day inside relaxing, napping, and chating. We went out that night but none of us were that up for it. We ended up coming home early and relaxing. Left the next day at 11 in the morning and got home at two in the morning. Mexico was a lot of fun and I came home with a lot of memories...
SIDENOTE: None of our cellphones worked, which we knew they wouldn't, but none of our rooms had clocks in them so we never knew what time it was. We had to keep calling the front desk and asking "Que hora es?" Haha.
So now I'm back home and still I have not caught up on any sleep. I worked all weekend and I started school again today. This month is going to be busy again. I have to finish planning PD and thats on the 22nd. Still have to find a date and a dress. I have work and a bunch of other sorority stuff too! I love being busy but I just want some time to sleep...
I really, really, really can't wait until SUMMER!!!!! I only have a month and a half and then the days of sleeping in, staying out late, relaxing and creating havoc will be upon us. Oh and Big Brother will be back. I CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!!!! |
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| Spring Break!!! |
[Mar. 27th, 2005|08:18 pm] |
As I am writing this entry I should be packing but I am way to tired! This past week has been nonstop and it is going to continue until next weekend when I get back. Oh sorry, I didn't tell you all, I'm going to Mexico for Spring Break! I am really excited. But right now I'm just too tired. This week has been spent shopping, working, going to school and trying to see all of my friends before I go. I can't wait to go to Mexico...hopefully the weather well be nice. Tomorrow is my birthday and I plan to party it up, Can't wait!!!
At the moment everything seems to be going quite well...knock on wood...
Well I'm off to pack...when I return I will have plenty of stories to tell! |
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| Life at the moment |
[Mar. 7th, 2005|01:13 pm] |
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Last night was hella busy at work. If Aujanae wasn't there i would have died. I got there at 4:15 and from 4:30 until 9:45 we were on a wait. Peoples quotes were hella going up and I was getting yelled at by people...it was so much fun!After work i had to rush to go to Shazia's house bc her whole family was going to be in town and her mom was kinda making Thankgiving dinner. I felt so bad I showed up at 10:15 and her mom was cleaning up and everyone was hanging out. I still got to eat but i felt bad for showing up so late. Later since the night before I didn't get to hang out with anyone I called Tomas to see if he wanted to chill. He had just gotten off of work and was going to Brenda's to pick up something so I meet him there. We all talked for a whiled and then Mos wouldn't give Brenda a hug haha! Then me and Mos did what we all always do.....we drove around. We thought we got lost in Newark haha. I know, how is that possible? We just talked and eat chips it was fun. I love Mos! He is the bestest!!! I really miss some people, it's just so hard to get back into contact with people after you have lost touch. Everyone contiunes on with there lives and eventually you just fade away. On another note I am so done being used. I guess that I am a forgiving person but I need to stop giving people second chances bc I'm the one that gets fucked over in the end. Anyways today I'm doing what I did all weekend, hw and then work! I want to do something exciting. Go on an adventure. Go crazy. But I have hw...I guess my days of living crazy will have to wait...I'm just a little bored. |
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| I just need to listen! |
[Mar. 6th, 2005|02:52 pm] |
"I would rather be happily surprised than sadly mistaken"
Work has been consuming my life. Today will be my 5th day in a row working. I know for some it may seem like a lot but it is for me. This weekend has been a piece of shit. Thursday i wasn't planning on going out but i wasn't planning on getting called into to work either. I wanted to get some hw done and out of the way for once, so i wouldn't be up hella late on sunday like i always am. I went to work and then came home and crashed. Friday seemed to follow the same pattern. Did some hw during the day and then went to work in the evening. Only difference was that last night i really wanted to hang out with someone, anyone. Everyone had something to do so I ended up coming to my last resort...watching tv and falling asleep, abnornally early for a Saturday, it was only 12 but still early for a weekend. I did talk to Brenda and Tomas and they made me feel a little less lonely. Today once again, I am doing hw and then pretty soon I'll be heading off to work...I'm so excited...if only you could hear my starasim. Life is so boring right now. I can't wait for the end of the month, it's definitly going to exciting. I was talking to Brenda and we all really want to go out and dance, we haven't done that in such a long time. it will be refreshing. I just need to sit and wait for things to happen. I know that i can't because I'm impatient but thats what i have to do.
I just have to say it again... "I would rather be happily surprised than sadly mistaken" |
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[Feb. 28th, 2005|11:27 pm] |
I am soooooo excited there is exactly one month until my birthday and until we leave to go to Mexcio!!! It's going to be so much fun I really can't wait.
Besides that this weekend was fun. Friday I worked but then Alyssa and I went to have dinner,at where else, but Jarassic, our favorite...mmmmmmmm!Grill cheese and milkshakes! Then we went to the movies with Joanna and her sister. We saw "Wedding Date" It was a cute movie. We all really enjoyed it. There was a quote from the movie that after talking about it we all agreed with, "All women have the exact love lives they want." Just think about it. Saturday I got to see my lovely Bianca!!! I missed her so very much. We went out to eat dinner at Olive Garden. It was a fun night hanging out and talking.
So i totally didn't want to go to school to today. I went but I skiped my health class. Jen and I decided to sit and mumble about our problems instead haha. It was fun.
I'm really glad about certain things just nervous about what I'll do if it finally works out...I hope that when I finally get it i still want it. I better or i'll ge hella pissed!!!
So much to look forward to for this month. It's going to be exciting...I love March haha.
*snaps* to Mexico...or MEHICO the duck haha!!! |
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| Time goes by to fast! |
[Feb. 13th, 2005|11:39 pm] |
| [ | mood |
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| | Obsession | ] | Wow I haven't updated in a while... Well i started school again. Right now everything seems to be going well. But it is only the been a few weeks pretty soon I'll be bitching and moaning about how fucking retarted my teachers are. There are no cute boys in any of my classes but whatev.... I did meet a few cute ones on Thursday but like Brenda and I said we are going to stop looking...I'm trying, I swear!!! Mondays have been spent in SJ. I usually have lunch with Joanna, except for that one time that Jen and I decided that we wanted Quizinos. We ended up driving around for a hour because of the stupid ass 411 lady. The story would be so much sadder if we had not accidently discovered a Quizinos right before we were going to turn around and come home. The story does get a little sadder though when we got back to the house we were told that there was a Quizinos on first street. When we called the 411 lady we asked for the nearest Quizinos from 3rd street!!! Whatev.
Life is started to feel so Blah again. I feel like i have such a routine. School during the week and work on the weekends. I have to pencil in time for sleep. I think that is the biggest reason I haven't been getting any better. i have been sick forever. This week looks like another week of staying up late doing hw and then being tired all day. Every single day this week is planned out...there is always too many things to do and never enough time to finsh everything. I'm also getting so bored, I want to cut my hair again, color it or something. i really wish i could spend my paychecks and get some new clothes or makeup i want to do something different.
Why do things that I think are gone in my life keep coming back... the sad thing is that i should know what to do by now. But part of me doesn't want to let it go and i know i should because it is so unhealthy but what can i do if i feel lonely and want a little affection. Its not the right kind of affection i need though...I'm just too impatient to wait for the right kind...
Why is it that people that are wrong for you end up being attreacted to you and the people that things would work out with are too busy to notice you.
This is beginning to be depressing I have been having fun. All the things mentioned above are little little things. I have been partyin' it up with my friends. I went to hookah with Lenora and Meghann...that night i had a little too much fun and spent some of the night partyin' with the toliet haha. I've been trying to go hang out with the girls on Thursday...I learned how to play texas hold-em and i totally kicked some ass that night. Movies nights have been great. They are the best for lazy nights when you don't want to go out and but still hang with your friends. I hung out with Meghann and Devin, who i haven't seen in forever, this weekend. Drunk and Disorderly eneded up leaving us but Dev and i had a good time talking and drinking haha.
Anyways things aren't that bad. I just need a few days to sleep and get better.
Happy Valentines Day...I will be spending the day at school and then the night seating couples so they can have a Valentines Day...sounds like fun.
Time for homework...I really need to stop procrastating...but thats what i do best. xoxo
Hey whatever happened to *fame, fame, fame* and Donkey. Where's Waldo aka Tony. Miss ya |
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| Break!!! |
[Jan. 14th, 2005|01:51 am] |
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| | The TV | ] | Ok, so I'm starting to realize the Winter break is almost over...I only have about a week left! I made a list of things that i wamted to do during break and so far i've done two things off of my list. But i can do the rest of the things before break is over...i will, i will!!!
Went to SJ yesterday with Jen. Had fun. hung out with Janelle, Lauren and Megan (before she had to leave for work.) Ate some food, listened to some music, did a little booty shaking. ( the things that go on in a sorority house lol) Then I came home and went to Meghann's to hang out. We watched "Requien for a dream". i really liked it but it left me kinda sad...
So...school is starting. I'm looking forward to it. New semester + new people = cute new boys (HOPEFULLY!!!)
Movies, knitting and hanging with friends...i love break!!! |
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| Knitting Rules! |
[Jan. 10th, 2005|02:37 pm] |
We have all found our talent for knitting or what we like to call "yarning". Well almost all of us. Hopefully Tomas will catch on, he wants to make a blanket for the new creature that is coming. Knitting on Friday nights is the new hip thing to do. Forget going out and getting drunk haha.
Quote of the night: "You can talk the talk, but can you knit the knit?"
The last couple of days have been spent chillin with friends...Its been fun but time for a break...no hanging out tonight...tear...
SHOUT OUT TO TONY: Yo Bro where have you been? All of your homies have been missing ya...hit us up! -Late |
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